I don't live
I just hold the entire energy of the universe in my belly
and never let it out
Such a remarkable stunt is not the same as living
nobody can tell you're alive
or anything about you at all
check my math
to their eyes you may seem miserable
like a loser
and your entire history goes by
and you're approaching death
and finally you die
and everybody at your funeral would say or murmur
"he or she barely lived"
and they would be right
you never lived
you just held the entire universe
the entire history of the great mistery
in your breath